dear uh..journal? ..
well spring break right now and sadly, its almost over. -sob sob- this week was pretty fun i gotta admit but after i came back from la, i mostly just been doing hw and studying all day long. not fun. oh well. at least i got most of my hw and projects done, which means i'll probably be hw free next week. ..and i cant believe that this guy who likes me asked me to go ice skating with him today. i really really wanted to go, but i was inviting friends over and i couldn't leave my sister home alone even if i wanted to. i wanted to say yes ..but apparently, i had to resist. ..but he was ok with it (i think) but did seem a little disappointed. after a while he asked me if i wanted to go watch a movie. omg!! how could i say no to that?! but he said yesterday, thursday. again, very bad timing. i had violin make up and piano make up. how pathetic is that?!! ..and i had a movie ticket i really wanted to use. ..although at the same time, he didnt know what movie to watch either. so again, i had to say no. i feel so bad. although, i had to say no. i didnt know what to say to my parents. my mom might be ok with it, but my dad would freak obviously (like how he did when i brought home a bunch of flowers on valentines day, which was obviously from the same guy). i am getting really scared though. I mean, he seems very obsessed with me and always has since 6th grade. this is crazy. Im almost going to high school?!! whats going to happen then? ...is he going to ask me to the 8th grade graduation dance? or the prom in high school? ..if i still count him as a friend, and i do, then he will keep talking to me and keep going obsessed and soon its gonna get really messy and crazy. although, i think for now, im just gonna keep it cool and just try not to think about it too much, like how my best friend told me. i guess i might be overreacting -- or not. but for now, i guess i should just focus on my school work and friends.
and my happiness is almost over...my second CUM TEST is coming up for science in just one more week. although, i probably think i might do better, since this is the things we just reviewed in class, and it is pretty simple...i already know more than half the stuff on my study guide. ..just gotta re-read a few things and memorize some formulas and i think im good to go xD - maybe this week might not be such a big torture chamber after all :)
